Jonathan ♥ † ♥ Angel

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thank you all so much for my BOYS BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY

GREETINGS, PICTURES,POEMS CANDLES,BEAUTIFUL GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN MY ANGEL,HE REALLY GOT SPOILT
,THANK YOU AS HE DESERVES IT,LOSING MY ANGEL,WAS ANYONES NIGHTMARE,HE GAVE HIS LIFE.I GOT PREGNANT
WITH HIS SISTER AMY 7 MTHS AFTER LOSING MY ANGEL.HAD THE PREGNANCY CONTINUED WITH MY ANGEL ,HIS
SISTER WHO IS 18 NOW,AMY,WOULDNT BE HERE.HE IS SO BRAVE AND MISSED SO MUCH .I OWE HIM SO MUCH,HAVING
HIS SISTER HELPED EASE THE PAIN,BUT CAN NEVER REPLACE MY ANGEL BABY.HE IS SO LOVED AND MISSED BY ME
AND HIS 3 SISTERS ,CAROLINE,AMY, CHRISTINA,AND HIS FAMILY ~X~
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TO MY ANGELS BIRTHDAY,ALL YOUR ANGELS, AND YOU EARTHLING FRIENDS HAVE
MADE IT SO SPECIAL ,KNOWING MY LITTLE PRINCE IS LOVED MEANS SO MUCH.I KNOW ALL YOUR ANGELS WILL BE
LOOKING AFTER HIM,UNTIL WE ARE JOINED AGAIN.
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART,FOR SUPPORTING ME ,ESPECIALLY ON BIRTHDAYS AND
ANGEL DAYS ARE PAINFUL.LITTLE ANGEL JONATHAN FELT YOUR LOVE.YOUR BEAUTIFUL
PICTURES,CANDLES,CARDS,AMAZING GIFTS,TRIBUTES,POEMS,KIND WORDS,LOVE AND SUPPORT .EVEN IN YOUR OWN
GRIEF YOU HAVE TAKEN SO MUCH TIME TO PUT YOUR LOVE ON MY ANGELS MEMORIAL.KEEPING HIS MEMORY ALIVE
WITH YOUR LOVE .IM SURE MY LITTLE PRINCE WILL COME TO YOUR DREAMS AND THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF
YOU.
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~X~ THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING ~X~ GOD BLESS LOVE HUGS KISSES HALINA ~X~


IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY ANGEL JONATHAN DAWSON

I love you son so much,wish you were here xxxxxxxx mummy xx

my Angel Jonathan i love you for ever ,your mummy xxxxx
written for my Angel Jonathan by his mummy xxxxxxx

It all started out so naturally
Yes this was my second pregnancy
Finally I passed the first trimester
Thinking about names
Or if it is a girl as I anticipate
Names were already picked
You see I already have a girl named caroline
And he will complete our family unit
I was getting supper ready for the night
Cooking and cleaning with all of my might
Suddenly I felt a little pain
Perhaps it was nothing just a little strain
As a lay down in bed my water broke
I called the doctor and these words I spoke
Please don't let me lose my baby
Please don't tell me perhaps or maybe
I was rushed to the hospital where my doctor wait
Please doc I beg of you it is not too late
They checked me and told me the worse news I could hear
They told me the news that I most fear
Your baby will not make it out alive
HOW CAN I go on HOW WILL I survive?
Then more bad news the worse maybe
You will have to give birth to your baby
I cannot do it, can't we just live as one
No is what he said it cannot be done
Finally after three hours he is born
Holding him next to my heart that is torn
I beg them to let me hold her for a while
Let me look at him and cry while I smile
I whisper in her little ear
It is mummy have no fear
I stroke his face and I cry some more
You are my little boy the one I adore
I will always call you my little Jonathan
I guess I must come to terms with our fate
Good bye my precious I will never forget
Our special time when we first met,i love you
my little Angel Jonathan xxxxxxx mummys brave soldier xxxxxxxxxxxxx see you at Heavens Gate xxxxxxx

MISCARRIAGE PRAYER (By. Mother M. Angelica)
My Lord, the baby IS AN ANGEL!
Why, my Lord, dare I ask why? It will not hear the whisper of the wind or see the beauty of its
parents’ face. it will not see the beauty of Your creation or the flame of a sunrise.
Why, my Lord?
“Why, My child, do you ask ‘why’?
Well, I will tell you why.
You see, the child lives. Instead of the wind he hears the sound of angels singing before My throne.
Instead of the beauty that passes he sees everlasting Beauty, he sees My face. He was created and
lived a short time so the image of his parents imprinted on his face may stand before Me as their
personal intercessor. He knows secrets of heaven unknown to men on earth. He laughs with a special
joy that only the innocent possess. My ways are not the ways of man. I create for My Kingdom and
each creature fills a place in that Kingdom that could not be filled by another. He was created for
My joy and his parents’ merits. He has never seen pain or sin. He has never felt hunger or pain. I
breathed a soul into a seed, made it grow and called it forth.”
I am humbled before you, my Lord, for questioning Your wisdom, goodness, and love. I speak as a
fool, forgive me. I acknowledge Your sovereign rights over life and death. I thank You for the life
that began for so short a time to enjoy so long an Eternity.

Jonathan has an older sister Caroline, i got pregnant 7 months after you sadly left,had your sister
Amy ,followed by your sister Christina.you was my only boy.i love you millions,to the heavens and
back.mummys boy is very loved ~X~

From the very beginning I loved you Jonathan
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known such heartache and pain.

I wonder who you look like,probably me lol
Do you have my smile
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
I had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,
Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven.

I'll hold you in heaven someday,
When my trials on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you,
I know you're waiting for me;
love you my boy Jonathan
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I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.

"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"

"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."

"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.

"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...

'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mummy loved me oh so much,
I got to come strait here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.

I miss my Mummy oh so much,
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mummy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'

"So you see my dear sweet ones,
your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.

They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
it's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start

Though some on earth may not realize,
you are a Mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one!"
written for my son Jonathan

LOVE YOU MY SON,GOD BLESS YOU JONATHAN


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God said you was too good for this world.
The angels called you home,whisperd your name .

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There's a special kind of feeling, That's meant for you alone, A special place within my heart that
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thank you everyone who lights a candle for my Angel,leaving pictures,poems,tributes,or adding me as
a friend ,thank you for keeping my angels memory alive xx xxx love always halina xxxxxxx
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