| Location | Heavens Garden ♥ |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 19/02/1990 |
| Date of Death | 19/02/1990 |
| Visitors | 11,600 since 08/02/2009 |
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thank you all so much for my BOYS BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY
GREETINGS, PICTURES,POEMS CANDLES,BEAUTIFUL GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN MY ANGEL,HE REALLY GOT SPOILT
,THANK YOU AS HE DESERVES IT,LOSING MY ANGEL,WAS ANYONES NIGHTMARE,HE GAVE HIS LIFE.I GOT PREGNANT
WITH HIS SISTER AMY 7 MTHS AFTER LOSING MY ANGEL.HAD THE PREGNANCY CONTINUED WITH MY ANGEL ,HIS
SISTER WHO IS 18 NOW,AMY,WOULDNT BE HERE.HE IS SO BRAVE AND MISSED SO MUCH .I OWE HIM SO MUCH,HAVING
HIS SISTER HELPED EASE THE PAIN,BUT CAN NEVER REPLACE MY ANGEL BABY.HE IS SO LOVED AND MISSED BY ME
AND HIS 3 SISTERS ,CAROLINE,AMY, CHRISTINA,AND HIS FAMILY ~X~
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TO MY ANGELS BIRTHDAY,ALL YOUR ANGELS, AND YOU EARTHLING FRIENDS HAVE
MADE IT SO SPECIAL ,KNOWING MY LITTLE PRINCE IS LOVED MEANS SO MUCH.I KNOW ALL YOUR ANGELS WILL BE
LOOKING AFTER HIM,UNTIL WE ARE JOINED AGAIN.
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FROM BOTTOM OF MY HEART,FOR SUPPORTING ME ,ESPECIALLY ON BIRTHDAYS AND
ANGEL DAYS ARE PAINFUL.LITTLE ANGEL JONATHAN FELT YOUR LOVE.YOUR BEAUTIFUL
PICTURES,CANDLES,CARDS,AMAZING GIFTS,TRIBUTES,POEMS,KIND WORDS,LOVE AND SUPPORT .EVEN IN YOUR OWN
GRIEF YOU HAVE TAKEN SO MUCH TIME TO PUT YOUR LOVE ON MY ANGELS MEMORIAL.KEEPING HIS MEMORY ALIVE
WITH YOUR LOVE .IM SURE MY LITTLE PRINCE WILL COME TO YOUR DREAMS AND THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF
YOU.
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~X~ THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING ~X~ GOD BLESS LOVE HUGS KISSES HALINA ~X~
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY ANGEL JONATHAN DAWSON
I love you son so much,wish you were here xxxxxxxx mummy xx
my Angel Jonathan i love you for ever ,your mummy xxxxx
written for my Angel Jonathan by his mummy xxxxxxx
It all started out so naturally
Yes this was my second pregnancy
Finally I passed the first trimester
Thinking about names
Or if it is a girl as I anticipate
Names were already picked
You see I already have a girl named caroline
And he will complete our family unit
I was getting supper ready for the night
Cooking and cleaning with all of my might
Suddenly I felt a little pain
Perhaps it was nothing just a little strain
As a lay down in bed my water broke
I called the doctor and these words I spoke
Please don't let me lose my baby
Please don't tell me perhaps or maybe
I was rushed to the hospital where my doctor wait
Please doc I beg of you it is not too late
They checked me and told me the worse news I could hear
They told me the news that I most fear
Your baby will not make it out alive
HOW CAN I go on HOW WILL I survive?
Then more bad news the worse maybe
You will have to give birth to your baby
I cannot do it, can't we just live as one
No is what he said it cannot be done
Finally after three hours he is born
Holding him next to my heart that is torn
I beg them to let me hold her for a while
Let me look at him and cry while I smile
I whisper in her little ear
It is mummy have no fear
I stroke his face and I cry some more
You are my little boy the one I adore
I will always call you my little Jonathan
I guess I must come to terms with our fate
Good bye my precious I will never forget
Our special time when we first met,i love you
my little Angel Jonathan xxxxxxx mummys brave soldier xxxxxxxxxxxxx see you at Heavens Gate xxxxxxx
MISCARRIAGE PRAYER (By. Mother M. Angelica)
My Lord, the baby IS AN ANGEL!
Why, my Lord, dare I ask why? It will not hear the whisper of the wind or see the beauty of its
parents’ face. it will not see the beauty of Your creation or the flame of a sunrise.
Why, my Lord?
“Why, My child, do you ask ‘why’?
Well, I will tell you why.
You see, the child lives. Instead of the wind he hears the sound of angels singing before My throne.
Instead of the beauty that passes he sees everlasting Beauty, he sees My face. He was created and
lived a short time so the image of his parents imprinted on his face may stand before Me as their
personal intercessor. He knows secrets of heaven unknown to men on earth. He laughs with a special
joy that only the innocent possess. My ways are not the ways of man. I create for My Kingdom and
each creature fills a place in that Kingdom that could not be filled by another. He was created for
My joy and his parents’ merits. He has never seen pain or sin. He has never felt hunger or pain. I
breathed a soul into a seed, made it grow and called it forth.”
I am humbled before you, my Lord, for questioning Your wisdom, goodness, and love. I speak as a
fool, forgive me. I acknowledge Your sovereign rights over life and death. I thank You for the life
that began for so short a time to enjoy so long an Eternity.
Jonathan has an older sister Caroline, i got pregnant 7 months after you sadly left,had your sister
Amy ,followed by your sister Christina.you was my only boy.i love you millions,to the heavens and
back.mummys boy is very loved ~X~
From the very beginning I loved you Jonathan
As I made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain,
I'd never known such heartache and pain.
I wonder who you look like,probably me lol
Do you have my smile
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
I had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,
Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven.
I'll hold you in heaven someday,
When my trials on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you,
I know you're waiting for me;
love you my boy Jonathan
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I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard Him say.
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true
"But God can you be a Mother,
When your baby's not with you?"
"Yes, you can," He replied
With confidence in His voice
"I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day.
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay."
"I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here."
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.
"I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...
'We go to Earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear.
My Mummy loved me oh so much,
I got to come strait here.
I feel so lucky to have a Mom,
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mummy oh so much,
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow's where I lay
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear.
Mummy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'
"So you see my dear sweet ones,
your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lesson's through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
it's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start
Though some on earth may not realize,
you are a Mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one!"
written for my son Jonathan
LOVE YOU MY SON,GOD BLESS YOU JONATHAN
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God said you was too good for this world.
The angels called you home,whisperd your name .
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There's a special kind of feeling, That's meant for you alone, A special place within my heart that
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thank you everyone who lights a candle for my Angel,leaving pictures,poems,tributes,or adding me as
a friend ,thank you for keeping my angels memory alive xx xxx love always halina xxxxxxx
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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.
Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November
FOR MONDAY
The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
The Watcher
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
As We Look Back
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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LOVE YOU JONATHAN XMISS YOU SWEETHEART X
LOVE MUMMY XXXXGone
You were always there for me,
You held the key,
To my heart,
But somebody turned the card,
You somehow got lost in your tracks,
And you forgot the facts,
You were somehow not there anymore,
You walked out the door,
I couldn't see you and I felt so alone,
From that day on you were gone,
And I swear I don't know what went wrong,
But I'm missing you from that day on,
I cannot live without you,
Don't know what to do,
Everyday that passes by,
I cry,
Every tear that falls down here,
Is a memory of you wishing you could hear,
Me crying out for your love,
'Cause there's just nothing above,
I love you so much,
And I know you love me still, 'cause,
I feel you in my heart still,
Only if you would come back I could find the will,
To carry on again, I would be so glad,
If I would see you again, without you everything feels so bad,
My heart is bruised and broken,
A kind of loneliness has stroke,
And I can't breath without you,
And I can't see without you,
Every night you're on my mind,
By candlelight I pray for the will to fight,
Against the feeling of emptiness,
But it somehow infatuates me and I return trying to stop the crying until dust,
I can't take it anymore,
I can't sleep anymore,
I can't eat anymore,
I can't sleep anymore,
I can't dream anymore,
I can't love anyone anymore,
Only you, 'Caus you have a part of me,
Can't you see,
If you would come back to me,
How happy I would be,
I miss you, so much, I linger for you, Come back,
Somehow you are gone,
But I can still see you,
But it's just a memory,
Without you I only worry,
Why are you gone?
A part of me has left me alone,
So long I've missed you,
Why are you gone?
Written by Charley
LOVE MUMMY XXXXXXX
NITE NITE MY SOLDIER XXXXXX
My Angel
Goodnight, my angel,
Ill dream of you tonight,
Your kisses so soft,
Your arms hold me tight.
Goodnight, my angel,
The one I hold dear,
Whenever Im with you,
I have nothing to fear.
Goodnight, my angel,
Who was sent from above,
To keep me thinking,
Are you my true love?
Goodnight, my angel
With eyes like the ocean,
That will always be there.
Goodnight, my angel,
LOVE MUMMY X xxxx XX
I MISS YOU MY LITTLE BOY JONATHAN,SO MANY DREAMS SO MANY PLANS.STAY CLOSE MY ANGE;L,MISS YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOUR MUMMY XXXXXXXXXXX
We miss our little angels,
So infinitely dear…
We shared a whole lifetime of love
In her short lifetime here…
If it had been within our power,
We’d not have let her go…
And yet, we trust the One Who said
He loved the children so…
And though the years will pass,
(“Time heals all wounds”’ they say…)
We’ll always miss our angel sweet,
The one who flew away…
But we can smile—
For in God’s Heaven.
Where little ones are kissed…
We know she’s in an angels arms,
And never, ever missed.
LOVE MUMMY .SENT WITH SO MUCH LOVE FOR YOU JONATHAN XXXXXXXXXXX21 NOV 09
MY ANGEL JONATHAN XXXXXXXXX
Feeling
Feeling your love caress my heart
Feeling your light touch my soul
Feeling like the golden sun
Feeling the way you move me
Feeling your mind touch my life
Knowing I can't lose you
For you are my life, heart, and soul
Forever I am yours.
LOVE MUMMY XXXXXX
XXXXJONATHAN XXXXX
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The truest words of all I will not forget you
You are in my waking thoughts,
my sweetest memories, my dearest dreams.
I will not forget you
You have touched my soul, opened my eyes,
changed my very experience of the universe.
I will not forget you.
I see you in the flowers, the sunset,
the sweep of the horizon
and all things that stretch to infinity.
I will not forget you.
I have carved you on the palm of my hand.
I carry you with me forever.
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Ellen Sue Stern, Living With Loss, 1995
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART SO MUCH XXXXXXMUMMY X
I am writing to you from Heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my Mum, as she's finding it very hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a Mum too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my Mum so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My Mum carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes long into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr.Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind my Mum of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr.Hallmark, I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do, to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity....
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When you feel you miss me most,
As time goes drifting by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the Father sent his Angels,
To gently guide me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Keep my love deep within your Heart,
And with the warmth of each memory,
We will never be apart.
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LOVE FOR THE WEEKEND FROM ANNEMARIE XXXXXXXXX
*~*~* MY PRECIOUS ANGEL *~*~*
You slipped away
We had to part
God eased your pain
But broke my heart
unknown
♥Love Lives On♥
(Amanda Bradley)
♥Those we love
are never really lost to us -
we feel them
in so many special ways-
through friends
they always cared about
and dreams they left behind,
in beauty that they added to our days...
in words of wisdom we still carry with us
and memories that never will be gone...
Those we love are never really lost to us -
For everywhere their special love lives on♥
LOVE AS
ALWAYS
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